Sanity Lost

Crying tears of blood, yet no tears fall,
lost and confused not belonging anymore,
hard to stay, without a face anymore,
hard to feel, without a place in the world.
What have you done, why do I deserve it?
Where does this path of nothing lead,
so much on my mind, but not thinking at all,
I can't believe, not a word at all,
What you did and why,
can't seem to stop this room from rotating,
All the figures, another dark shade in a perfect picture,
I thought I had all that I wanted,
Lies and corrupt it all to an end,
A perfect picture, it can't be painted without these dark colors,
I can't see clear, wish you were near,
sinking slowly deep down inside,
I'm swimming so hard, yet still I'm drowning,
kicking but I keep sinking,
While you are so close...so far away.