Pain
Would someone just please bring me down?
There is no way to stop these voices in my head.
I've pushed them back, and flushed them down,
still they find their own way back around.
I can see the light but if I look to long I may go blind.
You can't understand what I'm going through,
you push me aside not knowing that I need you near.
You confuse me but yet I like the feeling,
I know in a million years I'd not see myself around you.
Today and now this is how I feel.
I know I need someone to talk to,
but when I find someone they cannot take the words.
I know what I'm saying must come strange to you,
but give me the relief of having this off my chest.
I've lived with this pressure, I've fought through my problems,
but I'm far enough away to keep them gone.