I Hate You

I feel a pain that lies deep within.
Hatred and disgust fill my mind.
And nothing has confused me more than the splinter within.
To gather myself again, I've broken my flesh among the trappings of life.
Everything in life I've tried to gain, only to lose as time goes by.
You pierce my every thought against my will.
Over and over, I struggle against your memory.
Under the skin, I fight a war against your beauty.