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Ashamed

Ashamed...
I'm ashamed of the way you make me feel,
ashamed of the things you put me through,
ashamed of all the things you make me do,
ashamed of everything that stands around me,
and anything that makes me understand.
I'm ashamed of all this world,
and every living thing,
and every thing that lives,
ashamed...
ashamed of all I have become,
ashamed of what I could become,
ashamed of those around me,
ashamed...
although I have so much to say,
and so little to do,
I form the words,
but they never come out,
I'm ashamed, unable to speak,
unable to move,
unable...so ashamed...
all things unclear to me,
everything so paper thin,
I walk a line but in the end,
I don't know where I'll be,
I wait for insanity in silence,
for I'm unable to tell others,
and ashamed to let them know,
unable...and ashamed.